Bye to this blog

Gonna shift to another address. This blog will just be ‘memories’. Wanna siam from certain ppl from knowing about me.

❤

Undecided & a little rant.

Things are getting worse. If nothing is improved in terms of effort & efficiency, my decision is pretty much decided. Otherwise, please do not blame me.

I gave enough hints & warnings of the possible dangers. Yet it was ignored.

I F*CKING hate to see that people are taking things/taking me for granted. Imagine giving up most of your life for the past few years and seeing people simply just waiting for things to happen. To be honest, its been a very long time that i gotten into a serious RAGE.

It will be an ultimatum. I can always go to 9 other places or none.

I always believe in being humble. Not trying to say that i’m a big f*ck, but think about what will happen if i have no choice but to go.

HOLIDAYS

After a main chunk of Citibank project & exams are over, i’m just left with 1 semester! Supposedly holidays now but still gotta go back to school to start preliminaries of new module for next semester – BPC or sth liddat. 10%!

Really hope that both our Dota & Blackshot team win this weekend although they are small competitions. Hopefully Dota team can go bangkok & i can go with them in october! Then SMM in November @ KL (again).

Well, if you don’t fucking care about me, neither should i fucking care about you anymore.

Need something new

Been busy with FYP stuffs etc.. should be able to breathe better after this week.

Considering a fresh challenge.

WCG/ACG/Tired/!!!

Good job XTC.

Too tired to even type so much.

Go my facebook michael@xtc.sg or www.xtc.sg to read more details. WCG / ACG good results yoyoyo

Gaming – eSports just got bigger!

Kudos to Fifa, Blackshot & DotA team!

At the beginning of the year, never did i foresee a better year for XTC & there are alot of competitions going around.

Now, new organizations are rising up. The competition is fiercer. Seems interesting… But Lionel, Reuben & me will make a formidable group 😀

I miss you

Chinese!

Suddenly, I like chinese songs alot.

Ok lame. Anyway i have facebook account already. michael@xtc.sg , do add me & join XTC group!

Funan League, Cybergaming festival, Hyundai Cup & WCG National Finals all awaiting XTC. Really busy for the next 1 month esp during weekends.

Ever since i saw you, i’ve been so much captivated by you. All i want…… is to be with you & to take away your burdens.

Updates

Friday night went to eat supper at Geylang with some cs 1.6 teammates. Pissed off after that & only had few hours of sleep.

Woke up  early on Saturday to see the cs 1.6 team train, then left halfway to help get DotA girls get a small sponsorship *YES*! Went back ate dinner with some cs 1.6 guys and then headed to Alps again with blackshot team etc. Apparently they won 4v5 training very smoothly against supposedly sg’s 2nd best team lol. Went to Alvin’s house after that to stay overnight for a ‘battle’ on sunday haha. Talk to our Fifa player online for quite some time as well.

Woke up early on sunday! Ate breakfast then met up with SK and here we go, painting 1 room with Pine color. My first time paining & it was fun although tiring. After that went for late lunch break then came back to paint another room. Total time spent on painting 2 rooms: 7-8 hours! Then went to dinner and i’m kinda glad today ^__^ Not only did i get to have my first painting experience, but also……………

There are different people with different mentalities & perspectives & come from all walks of life. Whatever it is, its the sole discretion of an individual’s choice. Live the moments of your lives fruitfully but do not embrace in the past, for many challenges ahead are awaiting.

Shed no tear, have no fear. There are many roses amongst the thorns, but not every thorn is harmful, but they are unlucky to be named as a ‘thorn’.

Not everything that is permissible is permittable, and not everything that is permittable is permissible.

Choices

Many times, we are all given choices to make in life. From simple choices such as choosing what to eat for a certain meal to more complex ones such as an educational course.

In this modern era, there are many internal & external factors which ‘intrude’ our already complexed mind to make decision making too time consuming & probably a better term to use it will be ‘too cautious’.

Why does people have to think too much to make choices (other than legal issues)? Probably because they are afraid of this & that. Thus, the reason being making a decision might not be wholeheartedly or for the wrong reasons.

Whatever it is, any consequences is your responsibilities.

I’m going to ask myself,

Love, Passion, Fame or Wealth. Choose 1, because in reality its almost impossible to excel in more than 1.

Lots of things to do

School + XTC  (currently) = lack of sleep + immense level of stress.

School + XTC + Stress = Boom?